I need to stop living in this day to day fantasy & start living again.

If I don't wanna do it.. I won't do it - It's just the simple.

That voice.. In my head.. That I've avoided for 17 years-_-.. Is kinda smartt.

I might have to start listening to it.

Change.. Can be a beautiful thing.

&Lord knows I'm terrified of history repeating itself.

1st2nd3rd&4th takes it homeee.

I don't expect shit from this life.. I just, know what I want.

& I know Ima do what I have to get it.

Ohhh myyy lantaaaaa.. Look at where those "high hopes" got yahhh.

Kayyy,worlddd.

Colorr me blueeee, I loveeee you.

"Don't ever fucking question that."

I just can't believe that you would have anything to do with someone so insecure, someone so immature. You inspire me to be the higher me, you made my desire pure.

I guess I owe you a thank you.

Lots of love - x0x0.

♥kayywhyyx